or, maybe, this?
But it turned out like this?
Me, too. You know what? It's okay. We were made by God to be loved and lovable - not perfect. Not a reflection of our cultural values. No, rather, a reflection of God's love for us and through us. Our God is a god of redemption, do-overs, resurrection, transformation, and forgiveness. Shrug off the expectation anyone else has for your life. Live into the mystery of God who loves you as is, no matter where you have been or what you have done or the missteps you have taken..
Please display your art proudly and publicly. Let the critics go unemployed.